Contribute to Peace on Earth~Inspire, uplift, succeed
Succeed where my heart leads me; to peace within and without.
I am having a hard time right now. Years of following my passion have led me to Maui; to building 16 projects of a brilliantly evolutionary building method, teaching KLARITY workshops inc. permaculture design and Super Adobe (Earth Art & Architecture Method), writing, sharing, connecting through my travels and work worldwide, coming to a deep understanding of what is up on the human & evolutionary levels, and within the "conventional world" of consumerism, and anti-life systems and leadership.
For today, I am sad. I am broken. Down to $0. and still persevering and patient. I have made six months of efforts and years before that, only to find myself in a challenging situation financially. I am grateful, healthy and happy on the deepest levels, assured of success....
This morning, I am aware of being tired of finding resistance in myself, of pushing the river, of wanting so much to transform, transmute...in myself and the world, and feeling apathy in the masses along with a numb-sleeping groove that perpetuates ignorance and destruction. There is so much alive and so much love in those in my global tribe, like you, no doubt.
This too shall pass. Today my heart is sad that my greatest successes I have risked my life to take have not brought the $-fruit to sustain me yet. There are lessons here. I am listening.
Perhaps. I will relax into this ebb and await the flow which will flow again.
Love is the most powerful force in the universe....my current favorite quote keeps my fire burning bright:
And so I brighten just feeling it, sharing it with you... even now when things feel very dark inside:
"When I despair, I remember that all through history, the way of truth and love has always won.
There have been murderers and tyrants, and for a time they can seem invincible.
But in the end they always fall. Think of it. Always."
Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi (1869 - 1948)
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Added on June 02, 2006
by Claire
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…Today my heart is sad that my greatest successes I have risked my life to take have not brought the $-fruit to sustain me yet. There are lessons here. I am listening. Perhaps. I will relax into this ebb and await the flow which will flow again. Love is the most powerful force in the universe…
Claire,
I see so much of myself in you. Similarly, my greatest accomplishments also involved the greatest amount of risk. And while they have not yet born the financial fruit to sustain me for long, I do believe these were powerful lessons here that I can apply to the future. For what good is a man or woman who risks nothing? To me, that is the greatest risk of all. We must dare, and dare again, and keep on daring. By stepingp out on faith, and embracing risk as a fundamental component of your reality, you have embraced the Wisdom of Uncertainty. You are experiencing the fun and adventure of life. So don’t give it up. You’re on the right path. I can’t begin to tell you how proud I am of you! Most people live their whole lives in fear. They wake up at 65 wondering why they never took a chance on anything. But you’re not like that. Thank goodness, right?
Yes… go into the gap. Into your flow. Meditate. Release your expectations without attachment to the outcome. If you can do this… if you can focus only on present moment awareness and let the universe handle the details of your financial situation, you will find all the abundance, affluence, and wealth that you need. This is a very powerful thing to do.
Know that you have a radiant heart, a brilliant mind, and so many wonderful verses to contribute to this powerful play that goes on, and on, and on. For love truly is the glue that holds the universe together.
Namaste,
Lee